Somewhere along the line in the midst of my chemo treatments; I don’t know why or how I managed to open a gazillion social media accounts, that I can’t seem to keep up with nor remember the account information. Nonetheless; 1-year and 6-months post chemo, it’s still such a travesty dealing with the confusion, lack of memory, along with a slew of other things! The healing journey has been a long road to travel; however, there’s most definitely a ton of lessons along the way!!!
I think part of the gazillion social media accounts; was not only my way of attempting to staying connected to the world, while my reality during treatments was isolation. I also think that it was my attempt to completely erase life and start over again; (after all, that’s essentially what chemo does to one’s body when killing bad cells and good cells at the same time). Also; life after chemo, essentially has that effect of picking and choosing what it wants to erase…what no longer serves purpose, and cuts through the bs. You no longer have the energy to entertain the bs and play its games, because that energy is the very necessity in the healing process. Healing and move forward vs playing with bs? Hhhhmmm…
Good days and bad days; the most consistent place to find me is on my website, where the address is below! (It’s been a lot of work kicking out a post a month). Before cancer; I could write, re-read, process, edit, and post in one setting. These days, I sometimes can’t even finish the thoughts. I now lack the attention span amongst other things. (I’m glad to know that I’m not the only one who lacked the understanding that speech therapy helps you with those things)! Anyways, have a happy holiday season and I’ll see you at: http://www.AeKyungYoo.com
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