Thoughts Conflicted.

Fighter vs non-fighter

Warrior or not

Indicative to confusion

And the conflicted emotions

Fear vs obliviousness

Time continues to pass

Your world becomes even smaller

While the larger world continues to move

Without any awareness of your existence

You are forgotten

Indicative to dropping out of the race of life

While still being aware of fear

While still being aware of obliviousness

Obliviousness is peace

Peace equals less worry and stress

Fear is indicative

To what tomorrow beholds

Fear is indicative

To

Fighter vs non-fighter

Warrior or not

Thoughts conflicted

Of what the world sees as laughter and peace

But the fear

Worry

Stress

That is held deep inside

Without even trying

To coincide

With this nuisance of thoughts

Fighter vs non-fighter

Warrior or not

The thoughts that ruminate

In the subconscious

Of your brain

The thoughts that ruminate

That can keep you questioning

If you are even sane

Thoughts conflicted

To what tomorrow beholds

Thoughts conflicted

To the truths untold

Thoughts conflicted

In new realities

Thoughts conflicted

In me just being me

Thoughts conflicted

In the new normal of life

Is this new normal forever

Or just temporary strife

Am I just dreaming

For a new new normal

From the new normal of life

Am I just dreaming

That what I just went through

Did not just happen to me

Am I just dreaming

While the larger world continues to move

Without any awareness of my existence

Am I forgotten

Indicative to dropping out of the race of life

While still being aware of fear

While still being aware of obliviousness

Fighter vs non-fighter

Warrior or not

Indicative to confusion

And the conflicted emotions

Thoughts Conflicted.

(C) 2024 AeKyung Yoo


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